Surviving 12th Grade

Sorry for my absencies lately, it's just waaay too hectic these days.
Being a 12th grader is not as easy as I think. Tryouts and tryouts are coming and the pressure is just so intense. I didn't do very well in last semester and now, it's time to applicate fro universities. Gosh it's hard you know? Seeing how the test works, in my case, 100 out of thousands of people who choose Medicine Faculty for their next destination is too cruel. Maybe these things turn out to be so damn freakin crazy, I think.
But my parents and bestfriends are there to push and support me. They tell me to keep chasing and try for it. Well I guess I gotta do it and be strong, hey hardwork needed here.
Please pray for me everyone, for my college program. Wish me luck!!!

love, Aya

My choice

Quoting this lyrics to be my soundtrack of the month


You're on the phone with your girlfriend she's upset
She's going of about something that you said
Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in my room it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
Cause she never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirt, I wear t-shirt
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find that what you're
Lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who uderstand you, been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine I know you better than that
Hey what you doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understand you, been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me, you belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your backdoor
All this time how could you not know, baby
You belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one
Who understands you, been here all along
So why can't you see? you belong with me

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?

Having an unstable mood lately

Everything seems so unstable to me. Just lately. Too many shocks, hurts, tears, laughs, confuses, works, probs, responsibilities, eeerrgghh all those things are floating in my head. It even turns to be so damn heavy.
I'm just thinking, will I be able to go through it?
Will I accomplish my mission with all the pressures?
Will I stood still?
Will I be strong enough to run through these storms?
Will I be able to face it by myself?

I just only can guess until time comes knockin on my door and say, "it's time" to me.
And when that time comes, I still don't know how to handle it. I just can't.

My special 17th birthday

Being a birthday girl is fun! I was having my birthday on 19th of september and I really really really love my birthday. It feels soo happy when you received message, tweets and walls on facebook from everyone that greet you birthday wishes.

It feels soooo good, how I love it very much. And what makes my 17th birthday so special is.................. I got a special present from my lovely friends SERRA, wooohooooo!!!!!!!!!! She has this amazing thought for giving me a special birthday present from my idol (and hers too) hehehehe. And that's the photo; IT'S A SPECIAL GREETING FROM LALE MALIQ & D'ESSENTIALS. Oh my, I can't thank Serra more than this hhhh oh yeah and special thanks too for kak lale and his gf, kak ocha. You can follow them on twitter by clicking their timeline ---> @lalepsi and @ochauriona. MMMMUAH THANK YOU SO MUCH SER, AND ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE THAT HAVE WISHING ME THOSE GREAT WISHES ON MY BIRTHDAY. LOVE Y'ALL.

xoxo, Aya

just guess!

hey listen, I'm looking for a new but-fun camera. And after browsing and asking from some of my friends that experts, I want this kinda camera so bad. Those pictures above are two photos that has been taken with that camera. Nice, right? So can you guess what's the camera is? thanks for guessing, I'll wait for your answersss :)