Having an unstable mood lately

Everything seems so unstable to me. Just lately. Too many shocks, hurts, tears, laughs, confuses, works, probs, responsibilities, eeerrgghh all those things are floating in my head. It even turns to be so damn heavy.
I'm just thinking, will I be able to go through it?
Will I accomplish my mission with all the pressures?
Will I stood still?
Will I be strong enough to run through these storms?
Will I be able to face it by myself?

I just only can guess until time comes knockin on my door and say, "it's time" to me.
And when that time comes, I still don't know how to handle it. I just can't.