Having an unstable mood lately

Everything seems so unstable to me. Just lately. Too many shocks, hurts, tears, laughs, confuses, works, probs, responsibilities, eeerrgghh all those things are floating in my head. It even turns to be so damn heavy.
I'm just thinking, will I be able to go through it?
Will I accomplish my mission with all the pressures?
Will I stood still?
Will I be strong enough to run through these storms?
Will I be able to face it by myself?

I just only can guess until time comes knockin on my door and say, "it's time" to me.
And when that time comes, I still don't know how to handle it. I just can't.

What a lovely day, today

I loooove today so much!!!!! School was so fine since the teachers were all absent-well, except the BTA's, but hey it's like a full free time at school. WOOHOOOOO and life can't get any better than this. As we have planned before, Me and my Ladies (Rhine, Serre, Delle and Alessa) had a break fasting together. After school we went to Rhine's to take some rest but you must know what happen if 5 girls are gather and met; chat, chat chat and big burstin out laughs, and we're not an exception. Too many stories to tell when we met each other, from our personal love life till some spooky-scary kinda stories and some spooky silly stories were a good topic to talked about. Serre was the one who left the dinner first cause she's gotta go to Pisa Cafe to watch Maliq & D'essentialls performance in a charity program. Since she's a big big big fans of Lale (one of the personnels) so it's a must to watch they perform and guess what? She got a picture with him! wowowowww I'm happy for her and I had a little thought, would it be good if I invite him to my birthday? Hmmmm whatchathinkaboutthat??